sad,sad love story

              i believe in romance. i believe in one true love. i believe in soulmates. sometimes we make mistakes. we all do. but nothing is beyond repair. i met my soulmate when i was just 18. it was my first love. such a young and immature age to fall in love. i overcome any obstacles that came through and proceed because the feeling was just so good and only a moron would deny the chance to fall in love. it was after that, that i though i just wanted to love 1 person in my life. forever and always the same person. i have love her since the first time i hold her had and told her my feelings. i have love her immensely and hold on to this relationship for the past 4 years. i have love her even when i hate her. i dont know what happen to her now. but as far as i know, when someone loves u more than his own life, u should never wasted it.

this was the message that i sent to HER last night. i know i shouldnt be sending HER anything. nonetheless, i was still hoping that SHE would reply with feelings. it still hard to notice the the one u love have changed tremendously. how could someone that loves u so much can forget u in just a blink of an eye??..i dont know. seriously, i dont have any clue. the matter of heart is in Allah's will and power. anyway, there had been not even a single letter reply from HER. so, u can say that all my effort and heart pouring words were left in vain..THE SAD SAD LOVE STORY 0F MINE